everything's going wrong.
like how did things get to where it is now?
so its partially our fault; my fault.
but this is so unnecessary.
the situation isn't even that bad.
changes, changes, changes. too many & too fast.
& i thought i like changes.
okeh, we'll just see how it goes from here.
i'm way too exhausted to think.
& i realised:
i've been leeching off the guys around me to forget zai.
& it's working! it's working!
hurray.
but i still really wanna see him lar.
haiya.
this is so so dumb -.-
& i miss shafiq a lot too. omfg.
ey what happened to all our crapping sessions?
i'm deprived of bullshit, if that's even possible.
sigh & double sigh.
anyhows,
watched john tucker must die with natt yesterday.
like finally sia.
& i think the other tucker is cuter! haha.
it's a relatively funny show. so it's pretty sad i couldn't laugh properly. the blardie ear stick kept poking me. i can't even smile properly nowadays; it comes out kinda dry so i look super forced.
natt & i smuggled mac into the theatre & even went to four leaves to buy bread.
yalar. we're hungry people.
i was cramming food into my mouth half the time, while natt finished everything almost immediately. i didn't even realise sia. hahaha. natt, you eating machine lar.
met priya after the movie.
natt & priya went mac to study after accompanying me to interchange.
sweet sweet people Y
when i passed esso bus stop, i saw marisher. haha. she was standing behind hidaya, who was sitting alone at the stop. sher waved, so i waved back. & guess what? hidaya waved backed at me. except that i wasn't waving at her & she realised that too when sher stepped up infront of her to hand-signal me. haha. embarrassing sia. so she just put her hand down & looked somewhere else, probably praying no one noticed, & pretended nothing happened. hahaha. but i saw! neh neh (:
she's super adorable lar. so when the bus started moving, i waved to her. i think she didn't dare to wave, cos she jus gave me an uncertain look & smile.
funny funny funny lar. hoho.
& i wanna go vrooming again. i don't wanna wait til my birthday lar. oi faris. tumpang meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. make sure theres a supply of scotch tape at downtown then you can stop bringing your pizza box home so theres plenty of room for me.pretty please? :D

oh yar.
& i finally successfully pierced my lip (:
haha.

omg. like tuesday was super fun. haha. i was complaining the previous day that i felt very lazy & everything.
but when we got there, i got super hyper can.
hahaha.
we rented the blardie $5 bicycle which had spoilt brakes & seats that tilt upwards.
& all of our asses were hurting like crazy by the end of the day.
we cycled all over the place without knowing where we were heading, landing ourselves in dead ends ever so often.
bees kept colliding into priya at top speed sia. hahaha. & that wasn't even that bad.
there was this grasshopper/cricket/mantis thingy which was in her shirt. she felt something tickling her & when she checked & saw that green thing, she started running & screaming. & i swear it was super funny. hahaha. instead of helping her, natt & i were laughing like mad lar.
priya & i crashed into each other once. natt & priya nearly crashed too. & i nearly crashed into the bushes when i tried avoiding the fucking black snake right in the middle of the road.
we so thought it was the car rubber thingy. then as we got closer, we realised it was a snake & started screaming like crazy. i was behind it, but while trying to avoid rolling over its tail, i went off the road & nearly fell. then priya & natt told me after that that the snake got up & was facing my leg, prepared to lunge. super scary k. i can't imagine if it bit me. hais. all thanks to the powerful & great love we had fer each other which scared it away. hahaha.
& thank god one uncle opened shop that day. we were extremely thirsty after everything & like all the shops were closed.
only the one which had a container on the outside, with the words "oh yea. oh yea. why you like that? buy a drink lar." or smth like that painted on it, was open on tuesday. hahaha. cute lar sia.
his coconuts were so cold & yummy. & he was super nice to allow us to wash up in his kitchen. i was tempted to just jump into the barrel of cold water & soak lar. walau.
& i'm the only one covered in mosquito bites & bruises now -.-
but i still wanna go! can burn fats sia.
hoho.
go once during study break k?
damn, i so love natt & priya <3
the rest are just super weird. ugh.

went out with mom yesterday. i think she was a little kuku. haha. she actually brought me to town to shop!
bought two bras, five panties, a black skirt, two tops.
& then i saw this black & gray sweater from giordano & almost convinced her to buy it for me. but then it was fifty bucks -.-
but then the cutting small sia. must take L or XL. i felt so fat lar.
oh whatever lar.
then today went studying with taufiq. & then i met amy.
yes, i met her (:
okeh lar. we talked a lot. then bla3.
meet us & study soon k.
tata all.

natt, priya, lihyuan & i have been going to the airport to study recently. we'd crap a whole lot on the bus & make a fool out of ourselves. especially today!
hahaha.
we reached popeyes, sat down & ate lunch we packed from school. then we started studying for about half an hour or so? haha. the rest of the time we were crapping.
& i swear nas is super gullible.
she wanted to drink the juice, so she asked us how we drank, like from a cup or straight out of the carton. natt jokingly told her we drank out of our palms & she believed natt!
hahahahaha.
we got sleepy after awhile, so priya, natt & i decided to go walk around ah.
took sky train to terminal two where all the blardie mettaing started.
we went to viewing mall where there was this really deprived couple who were kissing. & making a lot of noise. it kinda sounds like the slurping noise you make when you suck noodles. hahaha. like wtf sia.
& there were plenty of retarded people whom we attempted to imitate.
strangers were staring at us, but we had fun & there weren't any cute guys around. so who cares.
haha. but natt is nevertheless the most cacat.
she started the fee - fi - fo thingy all of a sudden. hahaha.
effing metta sia.
alah, blog about it not funny ah.
you hafta be there.
ey i wanna study tmr morning. anyone?

running in the rain is super fun lar. haha. poor maddy couldn't play soccer yesterday & he was being so whiney. haiyo.
met natt & priya at side gate cos i didn't have school. then i wanted to take my physics tys from class cos the plan was to study. so we decided to exit from main gate cos the bus stop's like way nearer. but we got wet anyway. pfft. but it wasn't that bad for me cos i wasn't wearing shoes. hahaha.
went arab st to eat prata. & as usual, there were people from zam zam & victory stationed outside to scare people into their restaurant. lol. the way they fight over customers is really scary. & like in the first place don't open next to each other lar! hahaha. went victory instead. hoho. victory is victorious. hahaha.
after that i had to leave first. cos i had to be home before my mom, which is five lar. then we were going down the escalator when i saw the bus39 guy! i only had time to wave to him before we got too low & he disappeared. haha. damn. i miss him & his friend. whatever their names are. we were supposed to meet again on 39, but i don't see them anymore ):
oh then we returned to tampines. natt & priya damn sweet lar. i had company all the way home cos they came my house to study. & priya was really weird yesterday. she'd stare into space all of a sudden &amp;amp; not move. freaky. && it's funny how they are afraid of my mom when she's so kuku. the both of them would scramble here & there when my mom's around lar. hahaha.
ah but we ended up painting each other's nails & crapping a lot. natt accidentally spilt nail polish on my bedsheet & got super paranoid. haha. cos my cute bedsheet's white & the nail polish was brown or maroon? it'll fade lar, in time to come. i hope. but she was super cute. haha. cos she kept going, "if your mom ask just say i do one." hahaha.
they left around seven plus i think. then went down with them only, cos i didn't wanna walk home alone in the dark. & i was super freaked out in the lift too cos we were talking about ghosts & stuff before that. i kept looking at the reflections from both the mirrors infront of me to check if anything was behind me or above me. & then there was this floor where there were two guys standing at the landing smoking & i jumped a lil. haha. i thought it was one of them. haha. oh then then. when i ran from the stupid lift to my house i slipped on this baby puddle of water. dark waters. hahaha. i should've seen my own face. lol. i know i looked like crap for a moment there.
i was helping my mom with this "Garlic Netting As Strainer" thingy. lame3. stupid OWP's job is to remove rubbish, then still can complain rubbish too heavy & request for inmates to remove water before disposal. drawing the stick figures was fun (: hahaha. then shafiq came online. like super late! he's the funnest person to chat with. if there's such a word as funnestnest, i'd use that. & funnest isn't even a word. okeh, i'm like so not making sense -.-

PRELIMS ARE OVER!
yay yay. i'm like so happy.
but i still feel kinda shitty ey.
cos i know i'm getting f9 for A Math again.
aiya.
oh yar. lihyuan was super funny yesterday.
hahaha.
i was mouthing something to her from bus 39, while she was in 29.
then she took off her earphones & went "huh?"
as if can hear lidat. lol.
go metta lar.
HAHAHAHA.
okeh, i self-entertain.
ah bye.

(:

lihyuan:

ACIDS, BASES & SALTS
Properties of acids

-Sour taste
-Turns blue litmus paper red
-pH<7
-Produces H+ in water
-Acid + carbonate -> salt + water + carbon dioxide
-Acid + reactive metal -> salt + hydrogen
-Acid + alkali -> salt + water only –neutralization reaction
Acid + base -> salt + water only

Properties of alkali
-Bitter taste
-Turns red litmus paper blue
-pH>7
-Produces OH- in water
-Alkali + ammonium salt -> salt + ammonia gas + water
-Alkali + acid -> salt + water only

Types of oxides

-Amphoteric; show both acidic & basic properties.
only PbO, Al2O3 & ZnO.

-Basic; metallic oxides.
e.g. Na2O, CuO, MgO, CaO.

-Acidic; non-metallic oxides.
e.g. CO2, SO2, SiO2.

Neutral; only contain carbon, hydrogen, nitrogen & oxygen.

Preparation of insoluble salts
-usually through precipitation

NITRATES All soluble.

CHLORIDES All soluble except AgCl & PbCl2.

SULPHATES All soluble except BaSO4, PbSO4.

CARBONATES All INSOLUBLE except SPA.
Sodium, Potassium & Ammonium carbonate.

i realised i miss darling poovan a lot (: she's like such an interesting individual & i so love reading her rants. but then she deleted her old blog cos mr. bernard reads it everyday? well, at least i think that's what she told priya. i'm so glad she started a new one (: & she's been updating often. yay yay. && i so love her post on 30 august! like blardie hilarious okeh. haha. & 30 august..
it sounds fucking familiar. hmm.. maybe it's because i had my bio paper that day & i remembered studying under the block, til my darling bro, anban, came & he borrowed my textbook for a lil while. & also, i remember we were talking a lot? that was nice, especially since i hardly see him anymore. but i shouldn't, really. after all, he is attached now, [yes, to darling poovan (:] & people might get the wrong idea. & we were once together. so naturally, she would feel fucking insecure. wow. i guess i've never thought of it that way.
oh well, i guess i had better learn to keep my distance or i might get slapped by a shoe some day. whoa. now, where did that nasty thought come from? ugh.
in the meantime, i have to say i'm completely in love with zaihan even though he isn't<3
& i sure am not toying with thoughts of getting with any other guy. i haven't since i met zaihan in june. so that's one less boyfriend-snatcher. three cheers to that (:

<3 

i look like makcik here! all the bags. haha. 

waiting for yarnah & yani. 

BONCET SIA! 

yarnah, gennie, yani, queenie. hoho. rhyme seh. 

BEACHING AT SENTOSA
yesterday was fun3.
camwhored all the way, as usual.
& gennie's hp produces like the prettiest photos :)
our plan was to meet at 11.
i came ten minutes earlier, while gennie came ten minutes later.
so i ended up waiting twenty minutes ah -.-
then went hawker centre to buy nasi lemak & epok epok before going in.
we budget what :)
went palawan beach.
there was absolutely no clouds when we reached there sia.
so we sat in the shade & take our lunch first.
then after eating nak tan, the clouds came & covered the sun.
untill we started singing Soak Up The Sun. hahaha. then the clouds parted.
i got tanned damn fast sia. then gennie hardly change colour at all.
& i'm watching kids central now. one minute of fame. so annoying sia the contestants. ee. okeh, back to yesterday.
yarnah & yani came around two. so gennie & i left our stuff with them & went 7-eleven.
there was this guy there who looks a lot like razif kassim's older sis. haha.
then went we were returning to our spot,
i saw this guy tying his shirt around his waist like one of those loincloth thingy & i knew something interesting was going to happen.
that guy took off his pants! & his ass! damn. it's covered in a thick layer of hair. not fine hair sia. like long, curly, thick thick hair. so gross can.
i shouted for gennie who was infront of me. she turned & shrieked almost immediately sia. hahaha. then she kept going pantat bulu! pantat bulu all the way to the other side of the bridge.
eek. that image is so stuck in my head
then yarnah & yani wanted to go 7-eleven too. & i realised i had to leave redy, so i took my bag & went to bathe first. & i didn't bring my towel or extra clothes -.-
after that, they accompanied me to take bus, but i had to take mrt by myself lar. when the train reached sengkang, i was damn worried about getting up from my seat cos definitely got one wet patch what.
i was too embarrassed to check, but then i heard some one saying, "ee. rabak sia." so it's confirmed.
luckily i wore brown, so not that obvious. but still.. paiseh sia.
haiya.
& gennie, thanks for the pen :)

i so don't feel bad anymore.
you didn't even fricking go work lar,
& i went all the way to downtown
hoping i would be able to wish you happy birthday myself.
it's so tough to love you.
ugh.
why you sia? haiyo.
i want zaki lar!

some very random pics (:
enjoy. 

Attention: priya, i've got brown shoes (: 

& i think i look like a monkey here. 

SEE MY NAILS? THEY'RE PRETTILY PURPLE (: 

flawless. under candle light.

that doll is super creepy okeh.
its head rolled off more than once & i had to glue it back.

 

before. 

after. 

i sketch, sketch, sketch when i'm bored. 

i so love the cemetery.

 

to amy:

obviously you don't give a fuck about our friendship anymore.
i talked so much shit yesterday & all you could say was, 'yea'.
thanks babe.
i appreciate your effort to give me a reply.
so much for being sisters.
i really hope you are studying. if what you said is true.
& try to quit your addictions.
live fast, die young is good. but you're killing yourself.
ah whatever.
if one day you decide you still want us, me & the rest of the group, as friends, we'll still be here for you.
but right now you do whatever you want lar.
i can't be bothered redy.

take care.

i have no idea why,
but i'm feeling kinda shitty right now.
like that kinda churning, really really bad sensation in the pit of your tummy?
& no, it's not diarrhoea.
today's just not a good day. picnic was cancelled, tonning too. i really wanted to go out & just have fun.
priya's dad was being a bitch,
& i think anban got into shit with his dad or something. then there's yat & the guys, but he was called back to work 24hr shift. & then faris was sleeping already, either that or his prepaid low.
then my mom found out i had a sock stuffed between the door, thank god i came up with an excuse quick enough for that one.
& i just really miss zaihan right now.
so bad i might just walk to downtown to catch a glimpse of his unkempt hair.
my friends are acting up.
& i'm just not thinking right.
& the amount of people who went wsps yesterday was pathetic. next year's gonna be worse. but i'll go back & watch apple play (:
& i'm worried for people, & myself.
irfan: i don't wanna say anything ah k. just take care of yourself.
at least i had fun yesterday with natt, priya & rev. i would have died if not for yesterday.
i'm so messed up right now. i have no idea what i'm thinking & i'm going kuku. & this post is full of crap & disorganised thoughts & i clearly have nothing to do now.
yay yay.
& faliq spelled clever as cleaver yesterday. hahaha. hello, i'm cleaver.
ah bye.