okeh, i think im falling in love. :)
&azim SHOULD be the perfect choice.
he's seriously the sweetest ever.
azim's been buying chocs &stuff for me,
checking & making sure i haven't gone back to smoking,
sending me home..
i've never had anyone like this.
YESTERDAY:
he bought chocs for me.
he did tell me from a few days back that he'd bring chocs for me on wednesday,
but he was trying to pretend he forgot.
his plan was to put it in my bag secretly,
"so you'll get surprised when you go home & see it." hahaha.
firstly, i brought a different bag to work that day.
so he blur redy.
then he came to the front & asked me,
wah. new bag ah?
hahahaha. pathetic sia.
then after awhile he went back inside.
i didn't notice,
but he told me he went in & out plenty of times,
trying to put the choc in my bag.
then someone would come in & interrupt him.
then "my perfect opportunity" came,
there was this time when zie was asking us to peel oranges.
so he quickly went to the back.
he took about a whole tub of oranges & was reaching for the choc already when i came in,
cos i remembered he forgot to take the ice.
so i brought the oranges out first, while he got to the ice.
i wanted to help with the ice,
but he was totally like,
ey go out first uh..
hahaha.
at nine when i was about to change & go home,
i unzipped my bag & the first thing i saw was the chocs. -.-
i called him later at eleven to thank him again,
then he told me about how irritated he got with me when i went in to take the oranges.
& he started scolding himself for putting the choc in a too obvious location.
DAMN CUTE LAAAAR. :)
&NEXT FRIDAY:
i'm going out with azim again.
go watch movie, then shop. :)
he's the real shopaholic,
not me.
he has so many things he want to buy sia.
then he's sending me home again. :)
but i want dzul!
dzul is one hot piece of shit.
haha.
dzul, his curly head friend is nice too. :)
& supersuper adorable.
that day he started asking me what i thought of azim,
i said he's nice. one of the nicest guys i know.
then he replied: ohk..good 4 him lah if u tink he's nice..die ade jugak chance.. azim wont angry ar i msg u a lot?
i was laughing at his question sia.
i wasn't sure what azim told him, so i said err.. no. i don't think so. why?
so he told me he told azim he needed to ask me smth to get my number & i said azim had already told me & that i really thought he wanted my friend's number from me.
then he said: owh..so u didnt guess right..
i had this huge grin pasted on my face for the first 15mins after i received the msg.
like guess what? guess that he's actually interested?
hahahaha.
& i got so excited.
cos he's so darn hot.
sizzling.
:DDD
that's for all the times i got hurt,
now i'm finally getting the good guys.
for real.
i was praying hard for one super nice guy after zaihan & his fucked up friend, nabil.
& i got two super nice guys.
it really isn't too much, i think.
especially after ALL my screwed up relationships.
things have been really looking up for me recently lar.
even the dumbass police officers were flirting yesterday.
me: can i borrow your pen?
thisofficercalledfairouz: caaaaaan. but must return uh. *grins & hands over the pen*
as i was writing, i felt this figure looming above me.
hahahaha.
fairouz. -.-
while he filled up the rest of the details & signed on the slip,
he kept looking up once in awhile to smile.
i thanked him when it was done & rushed to the lift.
when i got in, i looked across to the police pass office & he was waving like crazy.
haha. the guys there are cute lar. :)
but if anything should happen,
i know i always have my darlings.
they're irreplaceable.
priya, natt, nas & gennie.
zie pon nak join the club.
hahahaha.
extra.

& one very important thing to note:
stop laughing at people!
ask nas. she'll know why. :)

HAHAHAHA.
okeh. shhhhhh.

i think im finally starting to know nice guys.
:DDD
Super Shahidan is so fun to talk to.
teleboyfieee.
im the honey bear & he's the stars.
HAHAHAHA.
honey stars lar ey.
we talked for three whole hours.
& he wanted to pick me up from work tomorrow,
then go Gelare,
then to watch Ghost Rider. :D
wasted uh.
got family gathering.
i miss talking to him already.
& azim.
that sweetie brought me out window-shopping today.
haha.
then he belanja-ed mac.
window-shopped more,
then he sent me home,
before he cabbed back to bedok.
damn sweet sia.
but both not cute uh,
though they're both chilays.
oh wells,
they're TONS of fun. :D

okeh, i've chosen. :D
1st choice: product & industrial design @ TP
2nd choice: visual communication @ NYP
3rd choice: visual communication @ TP
4th choice: nursing @ NYP
5th choice: Serangoon JC/ARTS.
6th choice: Yishun JC/ARTS.
7th choice: Innova JC/ARTS.

anyhows, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, PEOPLE. :D
i guess i'll have fun working today.
doubt mr teo will come on valentines day.
he'll have to come up with an elaborate plan to impress his wife,
cos she's smarter than him. :D
hahaha.

fuck.
i just wrote a super long post.
& deleted everything by accidentally touching the Esc button.
fuckfuckfuck.
anyhows, i'll summarise.
my L1R5=17, L1R4=13.
im smarter than lihyuan.
nasuha is a smartass.
wsps alumni was crap.
bazaar was crap too.
but at least i got to talk to my primary school friends again.
i found out i have a friend named irwansyah.
irwansyah is lame & he used to tease me a lot.
azim is love. :D
yesterday at pizza hut..
SHIT.. SYED.
then,
SHIT.. AHMAD ZIN.
followed by,
DONT LOOK! DONT LOOK! I DONT WANT HIM TO SEE ME.
HAHAHA.
& we got free brownie. :D
nasuha is blur.
& im meeting my darlings later.
oh, one thing i must add.
i hate the Esc button.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL O LEVEL CANDIDATES.
especially to myself.
grrs. i scared uh. ):

8 FEB BABIES:
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY PRIYA. :D
&HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO JOHNNY.

today has been horrible.
utterly horrible.
imagine uh.. your left eye half the size of your right eye. then completely bloodshot & puffy. & it keeps tearing & tearing.
disgusting kan?
then your nose all blocked & congested.
k fine.
blocked & congested. similar meaning.
whatever.
it's so stuffy up there, i can't breathe.
which is why i am up right now, at 0318hrs, blogging with wads of toilet paper in my nose. -.-
irritating sia.
i look so miserable & pathetic right now.
but it seems some guys get turned on by infected-looking-eyed-out-of-bed-hair-sniffing-in-her-pjs kinda girls.
i went down to the kopitiam just now cos i couldn't sleep.
ordered a cup of milo.
i couldn't speak properly sia cos of my nose.
then the aunty kept hearing teh-O.
wtf.
teh your backside ah.
then when i was walking with my milo to an empty table,
this fugly looking chinese late-twenties uncle kept staring at me.
so i chose a table a safe distance away from him & slowly sipped on my milo while watching tv.
about twenty minutes later,
this black car pulled in,
so i just turned to see which other dumb asses who don't sleep at night have come.
then i saw the fugly looking uncle staring at me.
& he already finished his toast & his coffee lar.
i turned back & slowly drank teaspoonful by teaspoonful of my milo, hoping he'd leave soon.
when i was done, he was still sitting at his table.
i waited prolly another 5minutes & got impatient.
i stood up, walked right past him to the stairs & he just stared.
& i was feeling super self-conscious okeh.
cos like i look hideous?
haiyo.
that guy's like so inconsiderate.
AND THEN when i was about to cross the road, i heard someone behind me,
so i turned.
& guess who..
THE FUGLY LOOKING UNCLE. -.-
cb sia that guy.
he got into his car & i thought that was the end.
then he weet-u-weeted before he drove off with his window open.
my eye like that still wanna weet-u-weet.
i swear i was irritated sia.
so i just stuck my arm in the air & showed him the finger.
stupid man.
& my stupid condition now.
ERGHS.
azim & raymond's efforts all wasted.
i hardly did any work today,
cos like the both of them wanted me to rest.
then they tried so hard to make me feel better.
thanks uh guys. :D
azim took this takeaway cup & added vicks in it.
then got me to take deep breaths of the vapour.
it worked for awhile.
then my right nose became runny again,
& my left nose became blocked again.
then when raymond came later at six & found out i was sick,
he made a large peppermint tea for me.
didn't help much.
just made me wanna pee badly.
then azim wanted to boil coke for me.
but i was like NO! EEW!
then both of them just spent the rest of the day trying to make me smile.
but i think i look horrible when i smiled lar.
picture: smudged eyeliner, puffy bloodshot eye & a forced smile.
like horror movie sia.
i couldn't see myself right, so how would i know?
i came home today & smiled into my mirror.
thank god i can't sleep,
i'd probably be having nightmares of my own face.
i tried eye drop.
but i freaked out cos i saw my reflection & it kinda looked like sadako from the ring.
besides the eye drop expired in 2002,
so i decided not.
then i tried eating raw garlic.
my mom has some garlic in the fridge. minced.
can i use mince? or is it only for meat?
anyhows, i applied a thick layer of that on a slice of bread. & i mean really thick layer & ate it.
cos garlic's supposed to help cure flu or something?
then i tried hot water again.
seriously uh, i doubt i'll be able to sleep.
& im planning to go school & raffles quay later.
looking like that?
damn.
& I MISS VINITA :(