PROM WAS FAB.
gahaha.
we were all pretty,
& i was ms sexy legs of the night =D

nas, natt, priya & i went an hour late for prom,
everyone was already seated.
me, priya & natt sat with anban, ili, ika, aisyah, acap & the two razifs.
& nas went to sit with khai & the rest of the guys.
hm. dinner was great.
then they started the actual programmes.
when the mc called for the model WANNABE,
the vote was unanimous.
hahahaha. & they way she strutted onto the stage,
it was what anban called the-gangster-walk.
sexay baybeh. hahaha.
after the whole thingo ended,
we went out & took tons of pics :)
after all the photo taking,
we went back in & hit the dance floor.
damn, it was packed.
the song choices were sucky, but nevertheless, it was fun.
just one night.
but the long preparations were worth it.
memorable.
but it feels weird now.
after four years.
oh well..

when i got home,
my mom took my hp.
the next morning i checked & there was a msg from anban asking me to 'please call'.
i called him that night & he told me he talked to poovan the previous night,
& he had no idea what he said.
then he started blaming it on me.
burn: you ah. all your fault. i wanted to talk to yooooou. then i dont know what i msg her also then she call me.
me: so now it's my fault?
burn: yalar! if you called i wouldn't have to talk to her. eeeee. cb sia. disgusting. when im drunk i need someone to talk to what..
me: ey it's not my fault my mom took my hp.
burn: queeniiiiiie. help me! i wanna know what i say to poovan. & this morning she msg me sia. haha. i don't want to reply!
me: bastard. haha. you wanna know you go ask her ah.
burn: ee. dont want lar.
hahahaha. DUMB ASS.
my ear pain sia. he complain3 abt her messaging.
can't i be free of her name for one day?
the guys have been complaining about her - bad smell, unique tilt-my-head-and-wave thingy, open-winged gangster walk, her calls & messages, etc, since bazaar sia.
haiyo.

& to gennie:
please do, do take care of yourself.
that dumb ass cici shuffler & your mp3 isn't worth your life.
you've got me (:

k, photos up soon.
once i get em all -.-

mom's been super crazy lately.
like kuku.
sometimes i think shes partially retarded or something.

residential calls after 10pm
& calls longer than 15mins
will result in the phone being taken away.

& like she actually means it?
grrs.
andy's been trying to get me to call him.
my abang krayon.
gahaha.
he's like the most cheena guy i associate with.
i joking with you niaz.
ughs. * shivers *
& HE'S NOT EVEN CHINESE!
& my mom also thinks anban & i are back together.
she forgot we were once together -.-
even though she screwed me pretty bad then because of him.
ey jus cos we talk everyday & his msges contain sayang dear darling doesn't mean we're attached, but it also doesn't mean im cheap.
i hate my mom for calling me cheap,
when she screwed someone's marriage up.
it's finally happened, like last night -_____-
uncle mike called.
he was drunk & all venting his anger on her. his pretty freckled wife knows about my mom. ughs. i wonder what's gonna happen to katherine & steven.
my mom was trying to speak as softly as possible,
but i heard:
"..she knows about us?"
"..why are you venting your anger on me?"
"are you drinking.."
bla3.
i jus concentrated on my curry fish head & pretended i didn't hear anything.
then they talk3.
he must've hung up on her or smth, cos there wasnt a goodbye & she just tsked & put away her phone.
then she told me: hai.. my friend got big2 problem.
me: huh? what kinda big big problem. (acting stupid)
mom: family problem.
me: & what kinda family problem?
mom: nolar. very long redy. jus waiting to explode only.
(like duh. since ppl started seeing you & uncle mike together -.- rumours spread fast in prison aite. the officers are all freaking bitches. the guys too.)
& shes not even answering my question lar.
ah whatever.
PROM'S LATER =D
okeh, i so cant wait.
prep's at my place, then we either gonna cab down or my mom's sending.
& we're all gonna stand out cos everyone else's wearing black.
im white.
nas' purple.
priya's this reddish-bronzey colour.
& natt's like half marooney-purple.
haha.
wheeeeeeeeeee.
we're all gonna be fab.
but sad part.
THE HOTTEST GUY ISN'T COMING.
he has no clothes & his boss isn't giving him a day off.
fuck sia.
i wanted to dance with him.
so did nas.
:(
we're gonna have fun anyhows.
heh =D

YUMMY EURASIAN BEACH BABES.
ahaha. this guy girl thought we were eurasians.
like wth? haha.



sexy chickas =)



my girlfriends are love <33



k, i don't look like me. haha.



hotties =)



i loooooove this cacat pic. gahaha.



gennie's damn red lar. & nas is horny -.-



sizzling.



after our super fun shower.



cacat lar. haha. & priya's very nice to hug.



i love her so =)



yes, im kuku.



ey the floor was hot k. but she's nuclear nas =)



nas scary seh. hahahaha.



evil nas. haha. she looks plain dumb.



my bestest sweetest sissie & gennie's hand -.-



<3



peek-a-boo!



oh, the lucky, ugly pirate.



i so love this pic too.



gennie looks so small girl here lar. haha.



my red sayang & fave sis of all time =)



K CACAAAAAAAAT.



<33



gotta be the raging hormones.

today was plain fun lar.
from the uncles at the hawker centre,
truth-or-dare,
cam whoring sessions,
our shower,
right down to our bus ride back to harbour front.
=)
im kuku hyper now.
wheeeeee.

I BOUGHT MY PROM DRESS & SHOES REDY!
NATT AH, PICS FOR YOU =D
HAHAHA.
& YESTERDAY'S GRAD WAS ALRIGHT.
I HOPE HER EYES GET EATEN UP BY MAGGOTS.
& I WANNA GO FIND SHOES WITH NATT.
& I MISS EVERYBODAY.
& THIS POST IS SUPER RANDOM.
& I STILL THINK SHARLENE IS CRAZY.
HOHO.





OKEH, LALALA PEOPLE.
I LOVE YAL.
& IM HAPPY TODAY,
FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT REASON.
& HAZIM'S COMING HERE TO FISH SOME TIME IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
SO TAKE CARE & GOOD BYE SWEETIES.
:)))
OH WAIT, WAIT!
DID I MENTION I LOVE MY NEW PAIR OF SHOES?



=DDD

my younger bro has been super annoying these days.
like damn disrespectful.
okeh, so i do shout at my mom too.
but i'd never say GET LOST LAR YOU. GO AND DIE.
i mean, sometimes when she disturbs me,
i might say that lar, but i'd be laughing.
my bro seriously meant it.
& then when my mom shouted at him to get lost instead
he went FINE! GET LOST, GET LOST LAR.
he stormed out of the kitchen & i thought he was gonna leave home.
BUT, he went to his room & slammed the door -.-
what the fuck.
kental sia.
thirteen years old only wanna act all independent then threaten to GET LOST then go hide in the room & sleep.
fucking cb.
when i used to do stuff like that back then,
my mom would beat the shit out of me.
but i have a feeling shes afraid of him.
he's taller. he's bigger. he dominates her.
that's him with my mom.
he was such a blardie coward that time when anban shouted at him.
if taufiq wasn't there, i bet he'd have peed in his pants.
stupid piece of american hippopotamus' shit.
#%*%&$*)(%$&%*&^#*$)$*_%(%#%&&^#$^%$#($(@_#)$_(
such a dick.
grrs. im pissed off.
enough about him.
im meeting priya later.
hooray to that :))
i love her new job as much as she does.
wednesday was super fun lar.
from bedok, we went to my grandmother's place.
then to this budget outlet & the seven dollar shop,
which for your info does not sell clothes at seven dollars.
& then to arab street in search for textiles,
before going to serangoon road for our tailor.
my mom has okay-ed everything.

this too!
so im like super excited now lar :)))
dress-making next monday,
sentosa trip on thursday with all my babes
& the days in between to find job.
it's gonna be fun3.

ZAIHAN 8154****
PRIYA 8154****
my darlings have similar numbers!
haha.
oh yar, im not so sure abt zai redy.
i mean.. read what kak nano said:

err..
i guess i dun realie noe him tt well but i can c frm his behaviour.
well, if im nt wrong, he ever bring dwn tis mly gal to dwntwn east.i c her a couple of times.
im nt sure whthr tts his gal or wat la. but he ever admit tt he love oni one.tt is a mly gal.she dun hv e lks but myb she hv a gd heart.
its betta for u to stay away frm him.
i bet u wudnt wan to b a third party afterall.
i hope u juz kp tis a secret between u n me.
well,im a gal n shud noe wat is like wen guys tend to hurt our feelings wit tese 'sweet' words!
n end up we're at lost.
its all dpend on u sweetie to trust me.
cox its better for u to c wit ur own eyes.
but jux wana tell u to b careful wit tis type of guys.

it kinda sounds like she's just tryna keep me away from him though.
okeh, fine. i just dont wanna believe what she said -.-
haiyo.
zaihan's a big headache.
if he really got matae then i'll just shut up & find din redy lar.
his number's 815***28
HAHAHA.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY CINDY.
though you still don't behave anymore like an adult than you used to.
haha.
yesterday's mini birthday party with the relatives was actually quite fun.
jane asked me if i have a bf cos she read my bulletin -.-
thank god she was smart enough to whisper that bit, cos she's usually quite loud.
wait, make that very loud.
recently, theres also been an additional member to the family.
serene, yk's sexilicious babe, has been attending gatherings pretty often ;)
she's so fucking hot lar.
nice tan, flawless skin, toned bod, beautiful hair & i so love her belt!
grrs.
yesterday was just fab lar.
talking to priya again,
it's so rare nowadays cos shes working.
talking to din & abg faris,
din banished himself from my world shortly before the start of Os so he wouldn't disturb me. & abg faris. he's married. gotta have some family time (:
the family gathering,
& i rearranged the letters of my necklace :)
remember i had this leather strap with the letters 'TINGAMY' strung onto it?
it doesn't mean much anymore,
so i kinda rearranged the letters to 'IAMTYNG'.
hahahaha.
it's supposed to be 'IAMTING'. but got no 'I' then nevermind ah.
TYNG. ee. haha. cheena sia.
but for the whole of my perfect yesterday, i was walking around with a limp.
the day before yesterday, i went to punggol beach with bro & my mom, cos she wanted to see the beautiful rocks there -.-
while heading back to the car, i stepped onto a rusty nail.
i felt something push against my sole, but i didn't know it went in.
i tried to gain my footing & stepped down even harder. thank god it's one of those thinner nails, but it went in deep, right through my flipflops.
& my blood came out super gross, kinda like overly-starched spaghetti sauce.
when i got back to the car, i kept squeezing my blood out cos i was afraid i might get tetanus or something cos i had like brown, rust-looking stuff at the entrance of my wound. so i kept squeezing & squeezing till my blood stopped flowing.
then i started going like shitshitshit. i so don't wanna die from a rusty nail. my Os aren't even over. i haven't gotten a tatt. i haven't met my darlings. bla3. & theres free flow of candy floss tomorrow that i haven't gotten my hands on!
so i rolled up a piece of tissue & rubbed it along the sides of the hole till it was pretty clean. i was pretty satisfied till i felt spasms in my leg on the way home. i think it was just cos i was too worried or something. well, i'm alive now! so whatever.
haha.
but i was seriously concerned about dying then sia.
i mean.. its definitely one of the worse ways to die.
& my mom kept repeating that people have died from tetanus & the sort. bla3. that it's very fatal.
erghs.
* rolls eyes *
anyway, good luck to me for my A maths paper tomorrow =)

zaihan loves me
& i love him too :))))
i met him yesterday from 0145 to 0545.
that toot head got lost & took a tour around punggol before finally reaching sengkang. then he went to anchorvale's 7eleven to get me a can of amsterdam & continued riding blindly before he got to my place. cos of the new fernvale point lar. haha.
zaihan: i remember last time i come here, there all empty one sia. then what the fuck. suddenly got one fucking coffee shop then i sit here also wondering whether im at the right place.
hahaha. he's blardie cute lar.
then he scared my mom come downstairs find me, so we went up to the carpark roof terrace where its way quieter :)
i downed half a can of amsterdam & i was feeling woozy already. haha. like i got high on beer? wtf.
he drank half of what was remaining & i finished the rest.
then he started pestering me to ask him questions.
so..
first question: how many ex you have?
two.
second question: oh okeh. then who you like now? *smiles at him*
i like my mother -.-
really. i only like my mother now lar. but if love right.. i love you ah.
:)))))))))))))))
i didn't waste my five months of waiting & countless visits to downtown for nothing.
then he asked me who i like. haha. so i told him lar. duh.
but it's not like we're together or anything lar. but we're somewhere there :)
okeh, i miss him.
haha.
& i need a job! anyone got lubang?
four vacancies please.
for ainul, gennie & ika too.

okeh, i just realised how horrible parents can be to their children.
giving them names like
POON KIP MUN.
hahahaha. what does it sound like? PUKIMAK.
wtf.
&& i also realised how dumb nas can get.
hahaha.
shes been doing stupid stuff these few days.
FOR EXAMPLE:
she asked ainul where she was going today.
ainul: meet marisher.
nas: *says knowingly* ohhh, competition.
me: nas? did you say competition? hahahahaha. ainul said shes meeting marisher.
me&nas: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
-_______________-
& O levels are so fun!
haha. good luck all my darlings (:
my twinnie's doing well too. yay yay.
talking about her..
haha. she, hadi & i were conferencing. then she jus suddenly say yal talk first, i want to clean my ass (cos she was shitting & she told us that too -.-).
sial ah. i really admire her.
i would never be able to say that on the phone.
&& i got banged by the uncle in the coffee shop.
hahahaha.
today funny lar. & super happy too :)))
zaihan called me AGAIN.
he has a habit of calling once every nine to ten days nowadays.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i happy lar.
& excited about the Os ending soon.
haha.
ugh.
& like i miss priya so much now.
i've got Os,
shes working.
i hardly see her anymore.
& her job ends so super late, i cant even call.
haiyo.
im so going vivo's secret recipe one of these days :)
natt, let's give priya a hard time.
hahaha.

okeh, he doesn't remember what he said.
i shall shut up too.
if it was true, i'd be so touched sia.
BUT super confused.
guess it's better that he doesn't remember.
&& i wanted to go study with adek & mira today.
then like late redy.
another time baybehs :)
oh. & im super happy.
haha.
MATH WAS EASY.
hoho.
but i really have to pray for tomorrow.
k. go study :)
&& continue chatting with my funky lil' monkey; maddy =)
going, going.. gone.

today was plain crazy.
i forgive you, & yes i do love you too.
&& fiq thanks for being there.
i'm sorry about everything.
gawd.
i feel like shit.
today's plans just didn't go so well.
but i'm quite glad it happened too.
ah. what the fuck.