Wednesday, March 25, 11:27 PM
Girls, I can't wait for tomorrow. We're all gonna watch movie together again, for the second time. Hehehehe. I miss Natt laughing like the sepet chinese boy. I miss Priya's hugs. I miss the cheeky face that Nas has grown fond of making. And I miss how loud Rev is. And for the first time, I'll be going to Sengkang swimming complex. So near my house, yet the closest I've gotten is a tour w my bro around the building, just to meet tons of dead ends. Cus it was really late, and most areas have been locked. And Aditya is coming down from the US tmr too. I know I told him I don't want anything from there, but I hope he was nice enough to bring me something. Hahahaha. Ah, Lots to look forward too.
Now that I can't do nursing, I'm probably gonna take up Aeronautical & Aerospace Technology. Hakim was such a sweety last night. I like to turn to him when I have like general questions to ask- he'd always type a 2-3page reply covering all areas of my question that will most definitely make me smile to myself (either cus it's dumb or super awwww-invoking) or laugh and it always seems to solve the problem. And whatever the topic, he can always somehow immerse himself in it and sound really interested about it. Whether he's faking the enthusiasm, I'm not sure, but I'm liking it.
He's almost like my personal Google,
and I know him like the back of my hand (so he claims).
He, and Taufiq Lee are my favourite boys now. Love love (:
And yesterday, Chris just proved himself a super huge himbo.
1) he has a never seen an avocado before and has no idea what it is.
then I went.. "omg! himbo!" and he said "oi! so bad!"
2) and turned around and banged his head on my window!
hahahahahhaha. "HAHAHA! HIMBO! you just backed up that image by walking into my window! hahahahha!" annnnnd the himbo went "shudup la" in a super whiney tone.
Apparently, he thought my window was open and wanted to look out of it! HAHAHAHAHHA FUCKING FUNNY!
And that stupid Asri has been calling me pretty often recently (er, like weekly for 2weeks now? haha) Usually it's the howyoudoing? whatyoudoing? how'smummy? kinda call. Yesterday he actually asked to meet up soon, and before hanging up the phone that idiot just had to say "I love you" Sigh. Why now, Asri?
The other ex boyfriend called today too. Taufiq suddenly called and asked about my arm! Mummy dearest (t3 Cheers cashier) told him about it. And he was acting so strange! "How's your arm? Are you sure you're okay? Have you eaten? If you're hungry I'll buy food and come down now. Oh, you're not hungry? Are you sure? Well, do you need anything else? I can get it for you!" Wtf. Hahahhaha. Freaky!
Friday, March 20, 1:07 AM
Goddamit. I was happily lying in bed today when I received a call from a weird number, turned out to be the clinic I went to for my medical check up. I was so bloody worried, cus her tone was the sort doctors use to announce death. After like 5mins of beating around the bush, she finally broke the news: My blood test results were out, and I was tested postive for Hepatitis B. I'm not infected yet though, but I am a carrier. AND bcus of that, I can't motherfucking take nursing. What the fuck. And she fucking annoyed me by repeating, "So ya, you can take other course, but you can't take nursing." Knnccb. Then I was like, "Alright, fine. But Hepatitis B can be cured right?"
And she went, "NO LAAA. HOW TO CURE?! IT'S IN YOUR BLOOD WHAT!" Her tone then was hinting that I was stupid. And again, she said, "You can't take nursing ok! I'll send your results to the school." Mother cb.
I pay the fees already, went for medical, went down to submit all my forms, then this bullshit. There isn't any other course I really wanna do now. Fuck.
Anyways, I'll be going down to another clinic to test my blood again. Hopefully they prove otherwise.
I feel like someone in the final stages of a terminal disease sia. Hahahaha. Cus of that! And like I'm starting to develop a cough, and I have flu and a slight fever. AND my arm's starting to blister from being scalded. To cut it short, I'm in very bad shape.
I better stay away from you girls for a bit. Hep B is contagious. Besides I'm fucking broke and my prepaid now is close to nil. Grrrr. Love you girls anyway. Mwuahmwuah!
Wednesday, March 18, 11:02 PM
Today, I'd say, was pretty eventful. From the wee hours till now.
I was talking to Slay from like 3 - 6/7am and he made me feel so smart! Hahahahah.
Firstly, he already made a lot of mistake w words then I had so much laughs correcting him. Then we were talking about how much our taste for stuff was pretty similar, but then I stated a character difference. Can't really remember the exact words, but he replied..
Slay: Ya la, I'm a girl you're a guy what! *blabbers on....*
Me: *thought abt what he said for awhile* Eh wait! What you say just now? I didn't hear properly ah.
Slay: Huh? I'm a girl you're a guy wh- *interrupts*
Me: Did you just say "I'm a girl you're a guy"?! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Slay: Eh? *pauses* I'm a girl! Eh wrong!
Me: *laughs mercilessly at him*
Slay: Diam ahhhh :(
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Then later on I was saying his name, Salleh, quickly a couple of times. Cus if you do, it sounds like Slay.
Slay: Did you just call me Sally?
Me: No! Hahahaha. I was just saying your name quickly.
Slay: Oh. Cus i-forgot-who-he-said-it-was used to call me Sally.
Me: Can I call you Sally too?
Slay: NO! Sound like dog name sia! Sallyyy.. Sally.. Like dog sia. *pauses for awhile* Meeoooow..
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA x100
after I eventually stopped laughing..
Me: Hmmm.. if dogs go meow, what would cats say?
Slay: *wrecks his mind for a few seconds* Er.. Woof?
Me: HAHAHAHAHA WTF!! YOU STILL CAN LAYAN ME AH? AND OMG! YOU WERE ACTUALLY THINKING HARD ABT THE QUESTION! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Slay: Eh diam ah. Diam ahhh... :(
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Then it was my mom's off day today, so she had me accompany her to People's Park. And Slay wanted to meet today, for the first time. I explained how I couldn't cus of my mom. So he said he'd tag along, he wouldn't mind. Like first time someone actually doesn't mind meeting me and MY MOM! Hahahahah. But, boy, was I glad he came today.
My mom decided to go for a blood donation before going to People's Park. After leaving the blood centre, she parked her car atop Pearl's Hill (or something like that) then climbed down a bloody long flight of stairs and walked for about 1km before reaching People's Park.
Slay met us there. Thanks for helping to carry the load, sweets.
It was kinda awkward cus my mom bought sanitary pads and panty liners! Then he was carrying the basket while she dropped them in it. Hahahahahaha. Both their faces were priceless.
Then it was all fine otw back to the car, until the dreaded flight of stairs. My mom and I were both wearing heels and it was a particularly long, and I mean seriously long without exaggerating, flight of stairs. Halfway through we started to climb like Osman already. When we reached the top, my mom felt faint. So she leant on me for support while she took long deep breaths. Then I could feel her slowly leaning more, like her legs were too weak to take more. The colour in her face drained, but she started to walk ever so slowly for a few more metres before leaning backwards towards the ground. I supported her enough to keep her from falling hard, but nevertheless, she fell. He helped her up and even offered to piggy back her. Hahaha.
Thennn we went Little India for dinner. Otw my mom suddenly had very bad stomach cramps, so she stopped some where while me and Slay went to get her a hot drink.
When we finally got to the restaurant, she tripped on the step and nearly fell AGAIN.
Omg. Like three times sia, she scared the shit out of me.
Lucky I have a flu today, so I couldn't donate blood. Cus I usually feel a lil faint too after donating. Otherwise, Slay would have had to support us both.
Thanks a lot again honey! Glad you came(:
Tuesday, March 17, 1:28 AM
My mom's been warning me repeatedly about eating infront of the comp; I'd balance the bowl on a coaster precariously w my left arm, then type and do whatever w my right, once in awhile stopping to slurp up my noodles.
She'd say, "You don't know how to eat at the table is it? I buy you table for what? For display ah? You eat like that some more la. Must wait until one day the whole bowl drop on you then you happy right?"
I've been happily ignoring her for three years and it just had to happen today! I was just halfway through a hotdog, then was gonna put down the bowl for awhile when it tilted and hot soup poured mainly onto my left wrist and my thigh. Thank god I managed to save the noodles, meaning my lunch wasn't completely wasted. Only the soup got into my keyboard and all over me and the floor.
And because I love my bangles so much, my arm now looks very brutalised. The bangles, I think trapped some soup there for awhile and cus was metal, conducted heat. My thigh was fine after like an hour cus the soup jus flowed off it, but MY WRIST! KNNCCB. Looks like someone cuffed my wrist and I struggled forcefully to get free.
Anyway, I'll just say this again, I should fucking stop drinking. Alvin and Afiq brought Jim Beam over to visit late last night. Those idiots. The three of us nearly finished the entire bottle, then I played merlion till morning.
Went down to Elias after a good rest. Nesh brought ice for my arm and there was hair in it! Gross! Hahahaha. He just stared, dumbstruck, at my arm for minutes. And we kinda concluded why his moobs are getting bigger by the day: probably cus he's been drinking soya milk every single day [:
Coming Soon tomorrow! Yay! I can't wait to get scared brainless.
Wednesday, March 11, 3:33 AM
I don't know why I have to keep repeating myself, I'm getting sick of it. It would be really nice if he could see things from my stand point and understand, but apparently it doesn't seem like he will.
Ah, fuck.
Anyways met the girls today, AGAIN. Haha. Me and Natt were scaring ourselves talking about Coming Soon while waiting for the rest of em to arrive. Then Natt was saying how if the movie was done in 3D, "the office box ah, sure very high one"
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Office box eh? Reminds me of this:
My grandmother thought me how to fold origami boxes when I was young. When I was 7 or 8, I used to use these boxes for a lot of things. Put my stationaries, or throw fats and bones during my meals. I was very particular about fats, eew.
Coming Soon wasn't out yet, so I might be catching it with Nesh on Monday instead.
Natt, (maybe Priya) and I gonna go down to Bedok to cheer for Dunman's netball team later on! Yay yay! So fun! Hahahahaha. Remember how we used to scream till our voice gets hoarse. I'm so excited about it. Hehe. Alright, better go sleep now, otherwise I won't be able to wake up in time.
Tuesday, March 10, 3:10 AM
Honey, I read your post today. I couldn't help but get a little emotional, and cried. But it's not gonna work, cus I never got over Asri. I love you as a friend though, and I still care.
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