Suddenly, the library is my new hang out.

Meeting Mad there yesterday was grrreat. Feels like I haven't seen that girl in ages sia, I miss her so much. She's so unpredicatable. Like she'll totally catch me offguard with her lines. Too cute (:

We sorted out part of our secret mission. Hehehehe. I think it'll be cute when it's done. Or at least, I hope.

Then we browsed youtube.



MOTHER FUCKING SCARY SIAAAA!
I get goosebumps watching it. It's almost as bad as watching a video clip of a car accident. Thank god for my decently-sized boobs. Those are so scary! And like, the fuck? Why would you squash watermelons with it? Not pain meh? Fucking crazy bitch. She'll probably get cancerous cells from the countless times she abuse her boobs.

Then Su came and fetched me home from the library. When we got to my place (I initially typed "palace" accidentally sia. HAHAHAH. Palace or what), we had like a 30min goodbye session.
Major problem sia both of us. Die.

I really wanted to meet the rest of the girls today though. Full force today sia! And yes, that includes Petite. But my mom wanted me home for dinner today, of all days, cus she was worried the fish would go stale. She itchy backside go put in the refrigerator what. Gong gong.
I hope you girls had a good time. I'm lovin' my SuperHeroes Y

My mom had special duties today, because Cluster B, Changi Prison, is up and running, so they're transferring inmates from other prisons over. She has to work like a 12-hour shift, so she kinda knew I would steal the chance to go out. "Tomorrow you going out right? Whatever it is, just come home by five to cook dinner."

Days with Su are so romantic, it's almost like we pick out scenes from books or films.

He picked me up 11ish for brunch today. While we were eating, he asked, "Do you wanna hear something mushy?"
"What is it?"
"This is our first meal together."
Y

After lunch, we popped by Metro's toy department. Then we saw LUCKY DUCKS. Hahahahah. Inside joke.

It was pretty early when we were done there, and we couldn't go far since he had a soccer game at 4PM, so we decided to go to Punggol Beach.
Got there, picked out a nice spot to put our stuff. Then we started skipping stones. Su had to give me a crash course on that before I knew how though. My record so far is three skips :D I was elated!
Then we digged a trench-like rut in the sand and watch while water ran into it when the tide came in. We also saw a baby Mudskipper. It was super cute! I wanted to catch it, but it was too fast. Then Su managed to scoop up some baby Horse Shoe Crabs from the water. Amazing how small they are, cus they grow up to be huuuuggge.
There was a moment when we were just standing, nearly knee-deep in water, with our arms around each other, staring dreamily out at the horizon. I had that super warm, fuzzy feeling. Sigh.. so nice (:

An hour left to kill, and both of us being at least three shades darker, we WENT BACK TO COMPASS POINT. Hahahahah. When you can't think of anywhere to go, go to library! We flipped through cook books and Gelato recipes and got super hungry. Su was almost salivating, and I could feel my stomach churning. We quickly return the books to the shelves, then went down to B1 where we devoured a single scoop of Mango Gelato. Heaven siaaaa.

Best way I can think of to end a date (:

Last night was it. Perfect.

Su the-cute-guy-who-rides-an-apek-bike hairi and I were chatting online when he wanted to say something, then decided to save it for when we meet.

We met at the library, where we played Biotronics on Facebook for awhile. Then we went for dinner and visited Guardian before hitting our favourite spot. You know what we went Guardian for? To buy INSECT REPELLENT! Knn. The last time we went there, kena bitten all over. I swear there are more than 50 bites on both my legs. I had to wear leggings the last few days to keep myself from scratching. Fucking sandflies. We I killed like six or seven of em the other day, bloody sweet revenge. I have fast hands, he got fast eyes, so we work well together. *eyebrows go up and down*

The hill with the sky, as a backdrop, was extra beautiful last night. Brilliant weather too. Plus the lights were off on the hill last night.
Su said he came early to switch off the lights, send the sandflies out somewhere else and to text the stars to drop by for our very special night. Hehehe.
The clouds kept changing last night, there were a lot of fish-like shapes, sharks and octopus too. Hahaha. Then there were two hearts, he nudge2 me then chuckled to himself. Cute sia that boy :D

When the clouds cleared, the stars came out. And there were so many of em yesterday, really bright too! Though I could've sworn at least two of em were just satellites. Hahahaha. It was really nice, leaning against Su, while he pointed out the Orion's Belt and Crux to me. Thennnnnn I remembered he had something to tell me when we met, so I asked.

The magic question, and he said it so casually. "Oh yea. Errr, so I was wondering if you would be my girlfriend?"

Then nervousness showed, as he reached for his drink and turned to face the sky. Then started blabbering on and on about how he doesn't like the term girlfriend (cus everyone's using it) and lovers (cus it sounds scandalous), instead he prefers using Partner. Then he went on to say how it doesn't matter if I didn't answer him then and if I wanted a few days to consider, or if my answer was no, then it would be fine as well. I couldn't help but just look at him in adoration the entire time and smile. I know, like Mad said, I'm a sucker for romance :D

I only answered him when I got home though.

"Eh wait uh. I need to go the freezer for awhile. Haha. Does that mean we're together now?"

"Yea, I guess so."

"Star. Heart silently screaming. Hehehe. Get it?"

"HAHAHAHA. Yesss. Omg."

He meant like how we'd type in msn sometimes -> *heart silently screaming*

Hahahahaahhah. Idiot. But, I like (:

"but what really really attracted me to you was your great personality and how this thing of ours bloomed beautifully that it makes me scared that something like this only happens in movies/fantasies/books"

"i know i might sound abit overconfident or over the moon and stars with this but ever since knowing you i feel a vast vast difference in my life
and i know that the age gap and culture clashes or whatever that would and could get in the way
i would reallly like it if i could see this thru with you"

*melts*

Today started out with me squatting under the hand dryer in the ladies at 8:40, trying to evaporate all the rain water from my hair. Wasted all my effort blowing my hair at home! But I thought the janitor was cute. She observed me quietly when I was trying to fix my hair, she might have even looked a little hostile, but when I was walking out of the toilet, she chirpily waved goodbye.
Made my morning (:

Marketing presentation. I didn’t think I would be, but I actually got nervous when it was my turn to present. I stumbled on my words, and certain things I said, kinda made sense, but didn’t make sense at the same time? Haha. But overall, I think we did pretty okay. Sam, Raf and Amy make good group mates.

Went to meet my girls at TP after school. We didn’t do much- had lunch, caught up, sang songs. But I always have the best time with them. Nerly! I think I agree on the hair-softer-on-rainy-days thing. I just washed my hair and it feels so, so soft.

It was funny when I was going off to meet Su though.

I could tell he was uncomfortable when the group of us were walking towards him. And Nuclear just had to say “you can feel his nice butt.” Like awkward few seconds sia. Then he confessed how paiseh he was. “I know I Youtube star, but don’t need like that la.” Hahahahahah. For those of you who haven’t seen the video. Here’s the link.

We went to Corner No. 5 and he told me to wait while he sets up the place.

That boy is sooooooo cute! He lay his helmet bag out nicely on the ground. That was my seat. Then, he flipped open the cover of his bag, which made his seat. Then he pulled out his jacket and told me to hold onto it (it was for me to cover myself, since I was wearing a skirt), while he announced that this was an impromptu picnic, while pulling out from his bag green tea and pastry. He even had serviettes! Hahahahahah.

Oh, *whispers* we kissed for the first time last night. Hehehehe. So like first love sia. HAHA. His lips are super soft and jelly. I like :D
He asked afters, “Hey are you really okay with this?” I nodded.
“I mean, me being 27?”
“Yes, I am”
“Just asking”

Boys..
Talk to them a couple of times, and they are broken hearted when they find out you're dating someone else.

How to believe them? Tsk.

I was pretty disappointed when he confessed, especially after I told him I didn't want things to be awkward, since I'll be seeing him very often.

I guess we're still ok. He's quite a nice guy, and after I explained the situation to him, he too, thought me dating Suhairi was a right decision.

Coincidentally, they used to be from the same ITE. That's how fucking small Singapore is.

I can safely, and surely, say that I'm in love now. It's not like anything I've felt before. Suhairi is everything I've ever wanted in a guy and more.

It took a month, and 13 dates for Su (and I) to pluck up enough courage to kiss me on the cheek and hug me. 13 is my favourite number too. And like, I could feel it wasn't one of those I-expect-more-from-this kiss? It was one of those you're totally feeling the moment kinda kiss; it just felt so right. I actually felt like tearing, like the whole this is finally true love moment. So fucking emo sia. HAHA. I've kissed more than a few guys, and I have NEVER been like that. He even asked after that, if he did something wrong, by kissing me. So cute right?

I literally tremble at his touch.

I'm so comfortable around that boy. He's the only one who read books with me, and actually enjoys it. He's the only one who would go to Toys 'R' Us with me and kids around. He helps me look for links related to my projects -and they're always very useful. He is actually really funny. He peels my prawns for me. He, and I, we think the same and say the same things most times. He's the only one who brought me to Jurong BirdPark, and he got really excited about it too. (He even related the story to his mom very excitedly) He sends me songs which reminds me of us. He's the only one who says I'm beautiful, and not hot. He never fails to make me smile. He stumbles on his words when he's nervous. He is really adorable when he dance.

I can't get enough.

We were sitting at Corner No.5 (the hill top, at the park) earlier. We were just talking about random stuff, his pet Luohan, named Spot, and my stray cats at Changi, about dinner at Sakura (he said it was his best dinner ever), and moons (yes, moons, as in plural) and John's bread. He suddenly pulled me close to him, and that's pretty much how we stayed for the next few minutes. When he eventually kissed me, it was perfect. For once in my entire life, I was so bloody shy, I felt like an ostrich. I wanted to shrink and hide my face against his chest.

1 When we stole a tiny little hug at my lift landing, he pointed out, I was blushing. The usual awkward, feel-like-first-date goodbye, and I was left smiling to myself.

I swear I can fall in love over and over again with him.

I had the best date ever yesterday.

Su picked me up from school, and we went straight to Jurong Bird Park. Eh hellooo, fun ok! Hahaha. I loved the Scarlet Ibises! The Pelicans and Eagles were beautiful too. Like 3metre-long wing spans? Too cool.

The first birds we saw there, though, were the cute little Penguins. We probably spent like 15mins there, narrating the "scenes". The penguins totally acted like the mafia. There was the Rockhopper, the one with yellow feathers on the head, which looked like sandy blonde hair combed back, standing quietly in a corner. Then the smaller species of penguins staring at us, like they were matreps trying to pick a fight, occasionally turning towards the Rockhopper, their mafia Boss. Then one of em walked (seemingly) menacingly towards us and gestured to us with his head. Like, "what you want?" kinda look. Hahahaha.

We spent a few hours there, then went to Marina Square for lunch and Obsession. Beyonce sucked at acting. But overall, it was a pretty good movie. And that Lisa bitch was so fucking psychotic. If Derek was my husband, I'd beat her up as badly as Beyonce did too. The whole movie, I was whispering to Su, "sialah, fucking psycho." Hahaha. But the idiots behind us.. OMG. Fucking wanted to turn around and slap their face. They were going "whoooo! so big!" when Beyonce was in a low cut dress. Then one part, they were saying "the baby die ah? If the baby die, I laugh sia." Stupid ah bengs. Firstly, you're in the movies with a whole lot of other people. Shut the fuck up. Secondly, have you not seen boobs before? And you'd laugh if that cute little boy died? You're probably as sick as Lisa in the movie, and you need serious psychiatric treatment. *rolls eyes*

I vented my annoyance by bitching with Su. Then somehow our conversation led to discussing holiday trips in the future, where we'd throw a dart on a map and go wherever the dart lands on. We walked past a print ad which depicted a packed luggage.

Su (jokingly): See, like telling us something only.

We laughed it off.
Then a few more shops later, there was a print ad on the glass display. It was a giant dart. I pointed it out to Su. Then, the next display window. Globes. We were kinda freaking out at how coincidental it all was. Then I said something like, we should probably cover Singapore first. Immediately after we went down the escalator, we passed a brochure stand, where there were Singapore maps. Like fucking hell? Hahahaha.

Su: Let's get out of here before I piss my pants.

I'm really happy how things are going for us. We both agreed to take things slow and just be really honest, and he hasn't once tried to take advantage of me.

It might be too early to say, but I think he's the perfect guy for me.

I'm so proud of myself today. Hehehehe.
My mom came back late, so I had to cook dinner.

First, I did Mama Nerly style Scrambled Eggs: Eggs, milk, black pepper and salt. It was pretty ok, except that I overcooked it slightly.

Then I did Fried Noodles: Garlic, mushrooms, crab meat and hotdog first. Then I added in the leftover mixed vegetables from yesterday, and boiled noodles, as well as Maggi seasoning, oyster sauce and lil bit of soya sauce. Quite nice sia :D

To complete the meal, I fried some Farmway chicken burgers.

Sigh.. (: Super full now.
My husband next time lucky ok!

Last night's SuperHero BBQ was grrreat, with a capital G. A pity Patma couldn't make it though, and Lenny had to leave early. I'm not sure she even ate anything?

We managed to get a fire going, almost as quickly as the boys. And we got pretty good food going around. The best bit, would probably have to be our own little photo shoot. Hehehehe.

After dinner, Mad was going crazy with the camera, clicking away like the paparazzi. But we like. And then there were shots of Natt and Priya trying to act like ghosts. And individual psycho shots of everybody. Fabulous! Hahaha. We were shrieking with laughter! We created such a racket that we got complained, again.

A patrol unit paid us a visit. So we thought it was best to just head home for our movie. 'It' was so disappointing. Didn't do justice to the book at all.

I think like the girls stayed in latest today, of all sleepovers. We managed to grab a few bites -I roasted the leftover prawns and wings from last night. (I ate more than a few bites though. Long after the girls left my place, I was still eating) And we even managed to watch Juno.

I think if we lived together, life would be so lepak. But then it might have it's down side -I wouldn't feel like doing anything else, or going anywhere else. Tsk (:

I might just be the happiest kid around these days. I pretty much got what I aimed for for my school ICAs, and that is, to pass. I have my girls. And then there's Su. My mom's being less of a nag. And I realise, I don't really need my phone anyway.

I got back my accounting paper today. 22.5/25 Like, open eyes and mouth really big and gasps. I love Serene. I went through a 30min crash course with her, and results are unbelievable.

Indra picked me up for lunch. It was a really impromptu meet up. He was at home complaining he's hungry, I was in school complaining I was hungry too. Hahahah. That's such a SuperHero thing to do. So he suggested Adam Road, which before yesterday, I've never heard of. It was really nice talking to him though. I honestly think I connect much better with older people.

At night, Su picked me up. We went to Suntec and did the most random things. We completed two picture books at Harris Bookstore -something abt Bush and gruesome/perverted stickman jokes. We pressed (almost) all the "Try Me" buttons at Toys 'R' Us and sang a song through the voice converter -Alien, Spaceman or Robot. We played the keyboards at Carrefour.

The sweetie bought me an "It" by Stephen King DVD, knowing I've been hunting high and low for that bitch for forever. He also brought a couple others which he loved from home. We can probably watch one of them tonight after the BBQ (:

We got back under my block pretty early, afraid I might be home late. But ended up chatting till past 2AM. Only when my mom called his phone, did we realise the time. Looks on our faces: Priceless.
Time always seem to fly by when you're enjoying yourself :\

I'm looking forward to quality time with the girls though. These SuperHero dinners should be a tradition for the rest of our lives, maybe past down to our kids too. Hehehehe. It'll be cute if we one day brought our kids out (someday in the future) in SuperHero costumes. That would be too cute! (: Sigh.. I love us so much.

*melts*

He told me to read his facebook shout out, "For you", he said.
This boy can't get any sweeter (:

My bloody RC only opens on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays from 8-10pm. So useless, those people. And they don't leave their contact number anywhere around, neither do they have a site I can visit. So I'll hafta go down tonight and book OUR PIT!

I can't wait for this coming Saturday. I think it'll be quite fun, having a little bbq dinner. But then again, we always have fun :D
Hotdogs, prawns, chicken wings and marshmallows are a must! And that Natasha Pang better not sit one corner and sleep. Hahaha.

I watched Transformers with Su last night. It's cute how he brought me a transformer badge from the $1 tikam2 machine. Hahahaha. Mine is Prime Optimus and is sitting proudly on my bag now (:

Pity it was such a rush. We met, went straight into the movies, then went home.
I kinda miss him now and class isn't making me feel better.

I'm so happy I scored 30/40 for my Macroeconomics though, and a B for my Marketing ICA. Yay!

I got stalked home today.
Annnnd it was a fat Malay dude, AGAIN?!

It's almost like the Khai incident, maybe two years back?
Fat Malay guy too.

And that fat Malay guy at my carpark?
Lucky I was walking towards the 854 bus stop, otherwise I think he would follow me on his motorbike.
Psychoooo.

Omg, I suddenly miss my girlfriends so, so much :(
See you girls soon ok! Mwuahmwuah!

Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:29 PM):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nwg-HALY4ho
ok watch this
Valsalva Maneuver says (5:30 PM):
same song la syg
haha
how many times u want me to hear it?
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:32 PM):
eh hello
first one was suspension right
this one is just let go right
Valsalva Maneuver says (5:32 PM):
nooo
this one is suspension too
hahahahah
confident
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:33 PM):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nwg-HALY4ho
Valsalva Maneuver says (5:33 PM):
this is suspension la!
haha
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:33 PM):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G383veyPHLo
ahahah
Valsalva Maneuver says (5:33 PM):
i think u didnt copy properly
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:33 PM):
sorry babe
Valsalva Maneuver says (5:33 PM):
gong gong
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:33 PM):
eh eh
so mean
ppl emosi now give u song
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:35 PM):
got swing sumore
fated
Valsalva Maneuver says (5:37 PM):
would you take (another) walk with me?
hehehehe
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:37 PM):
u know i will
even to jbp


MAE -JUST LET GO

We've got all night just to make it all right
Would you take a walk with me?

I'll give you all I've got, just spare me your time
And I promise you won't want to leave

Are you
Are you falling for me?
This time
We'll find what we both need...

There's an old oak tree
We can swing and sway
We'll lock arms and legs
(You're so far away)
When I look at you
You're so far away
I'm so far away
Oh, if you could just let go...

Wet your eyes with me, just for a while
I'll take you out of harm's way
And like these branches that shelter the rain
We can lay here in our own shade

Are you
Are you falling for me?
Just watch
The two of us will see...

There's an old oak tree
We can swing and sway
We'll lock arms and legs
(You're so far away)
When I look at you
You're so far away
I'm so far away

There is so much that I could give to you
Just say you want me to
I know these roots could break the ground
And in the meantime, our leaves will turn
But rest assured, we'll get through anything

Are you
Are you falling for me?
Like I
Oh, I'm falling for you...

There's an old oak tree
We can swing and sway
We'll lock arms and legs
(You're so far away)
It's just you and me
We can get away
We can get away
(You're so far away)
In this lover's play
We are happy here
Oh, in every way
Oh, and then we just let go...
Just let go
Just let go
Just let go
Just let go...

Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:10 PM):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nwg-HALY4ho
for u
Valsalva Maneuver says (5:10 PM):
then like one whole piece on top of sengkang
then got red plastic bag flying
hahahaha
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:11 PM):
apparently the official video cant be vies
view
ahhahaha
Valsalva Maneuver says (5:11 PM):
oh ok
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:11 PM):
maybe trying to cool u down to study mah
the lyrics at the side
well i love the band big time
Suhairi(2012)riding the fourth wave says (5:13 PM):
ohh song's for u
ehhehe

MAE- Suspension

Lately I'm alright
And lately I'm not scared
I've figured out
That what you do to me feels like
I'm floating on air
I don't need to know right now
All I know is I believe
In the very thing that got us here
And now I can't leave

Say anything, but say what you mean
'cause I'm caught in suspension

Now,
I'm wanting this for sure
And I'll beg for nothing more
I'll plan all day and drive all night
You'll love what's in store
I can't seem to stop this now
Even if it's not so clear
And I'll take what I can get
If you want me here (If you want me here)

Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this
Your eyes tell the same
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe
'cause I'm caught in suspension

It's enough for me to get excited
It's enough for me to feel...woooooah ooooh oh oh oh

Say anything, but say what you mean
When you whisper you want this(when you whisper you want this)
Your eyes tell the same

Say Anything(suspension)
But say what you mean (Oh, please say what you mean)
I'm caught in suspension (suspension)
I'm caught in suspension
Picking up speed (suspension)
I can barely breathe (Oh, I can barely breathe)
I'm caught in suspension
I'm caught in suspension
Say anything (suspension)
But say what you mean (Oh, I can barely breathe)
I'm caught in suspension

I'd say it's been a great 2009 so far, despite a few problems here and there. And I have my friends to thank -notably my Superheroes.

Powerful Priya dropped by last night (like Nerly's fishball during the steamboat). It's been awhile since both of us actually like sat and talk, talked? It felt so much like the when-both-our-parents-thought- we-were-lesbians days, and it was really nice. Talk about anything and everything, exchange2 gossips, had dinner, paint nails, sit at playground. I like.

Time flies by when you're having a good time. And I had to send her off to catch, thankfully, not the last bus.

Sis told me about web sms, so I tried with her and Su today. Seriously, a great replacement for when you don't have a phone. Hahaha. I was at the library earlier on with Mad, doing my assignments, while texting those two between intervals. Mad did her assignment too, for awhile, then got distracted by Facebook. That girl ahhhh, I swear, last person to be Study Buddy sia.

At 7.54pm, Su came to pick me up for dinner and a movie, while Mad rushed home for her tv series. She had 6mins to rush home to catch her show. Hahahaha. Super cute sia, she like so kanchiong.

Su and I were supposed to catch Transformers, but we postponed that for the next date since the timing was too late. We caught I Love You Man instead. Same movie as Priya and what's-his-name! :D Funny right, sis? Hehehe. I was laughing at the dialogue. Su was laughing at my laughter. He claims I sound like Scooby Doo -.- The fuck? HAHA.

When we got under my block, there was a poster that says "Don't trash Mother Earth. Reduce, Reuse, Recycle." Example of how we talk about everything: We discussed that poster for awhile. Then change topic, then somehow lead back to the poster and we high-fived to that? Celebrating our capability to be ridiculously random. We even discussed a possible new dating benchmark. Like, "Omg! We high-fived! I'm not washing my hand." *showers with arm in the air*
Boy, what have you done to me?