A lot's been happening since I last blogged.
My birthday, then the break up, and more break ups, then a business propositon.

I'm having a good balance of ups and downs, keeps me sane.

This year's birthday is the best yet, thanks to everyone that got involved (:
My superheroes gave me a little shopping spree while they were busy at my place cooking my birthday meal and redecorating my room. Exactly what I needed- some colours in my room! It was looking pretty dull before. That was all really awesome, but what really mattered was the effort that goes on behind all that. All the well-kept secret plans, liaising between the boyfriend and my favourite girls, even my mom, the time taken and money spent to get the stuff for me. *meltsss*
I was way beyond touched and being delighted. And this is extra motivation for me to keep my room neat, more or less.

Like that wasn't enough, my dear classmates were such sweet hearts (:
They pitched in to get me a vest (which btw, I really liked), sang me the Birthday Song, twice, and made me a really nice card, complete with photos and little notes. Then to top off my already wonderful little celebration, we played charades and watched My Sister's Keeper, and cried! Hahahahah. The movie is sad. Period.

My mom took me to Vanilla Pod at night for the once-a-year dinner. The food was ok, good. The Valrhona Chocolate Lava Cake! Omgggggg. Gustative orgasm. I swear it's the yummiest thing I've had in my 19years. The three of us were sharing one palm-sized cake- everyone wanting to have all of it, but can't help but slowly savour each mouthful.

The very next day, boyfriend problems started. I won't digress. People who should know, already know, and I don't wanna keep whining about it.

THEN THE BUSINESS PROPOSITION! :D

I HAVE A SPACE NXT TO THOHIRAH/CAFEELA AT JALAN KAYU, WITH THE BOSS OFFERING TO HELP COVER MY COSTS IN STARTING A BIZ! HOW AWESOME? :D

and I am as sick as a cow.

YAY! I TURN 19 IN 12DAYS.
I'M SEEING MY GIRLS IN 3DAYS.
IT'S MY LAST WEEK OF WORK STARTING IN 1DAY.

Awesome.

Relationships are pretty much like business cycles.
Su and I had our 3months at the peak, now we're experiencing the trough.
I really hope it gets better soon, cus this is taking a toll on us. Urgh.
He's tired, worried about money, hence cranky and malas-nak-layan. I know I should be understanding, cus I'm one of the reasons he's so tired these days. He wakes up at 7AM for work, get home at 7PM then leaves home again at 1030PM to pick me up from work, gets home around 2-3AM or slightly later. And his expenses are rising too. It's hard on him.

But I can't take attitude.

We've discussed. I hope we work something out soon, because I know we can be so much more than more.
We've been there.

I'm sure some of you might have experienced this too: you are going somewhere, but you're not quite sure you're heading the right direction, so you pretend to be distracted and stand in one spot "doing something", while waiting for someone else to lead the way.

It's happened to me a few times. I usually pretend I have an sms, or call, or something urgent on my phone that I desperately need to see at that very moment.

Yesterday, this girl, holding a seemingly empty bubble tea cup, was taking the cargo lift with me. When we got to the third floor, she exited first. There were two similar doors- one on the left, and one on the right. She was holding a visitor's pass, so I'm assuming it's her first time here. She looked left and right, sneaked a glance back at me, then stood in a spot and pretended she was looking for pearls hiding under the ice in her cup. Hahahahahaha. How convenient. Once I went through the door on the left, the poor thing scrambled after me.

I was giggling to myself thinking, I see through your little act. Hehehe :D

I have almost forgotten how much I enjoy taking the late bus home and walking through Jalan Kayu alone after work. I couldn't help smiling to myself, like my mouth just stretched open like the lady in Mirrors, then I giggled silently. And I'm sure if there was anyone around, they would notice a visible bounce in my walk. Hehehehe. I don't know why, BUT LATE NIGHT WALKS, WHILE SINGING OUT LOUD, MAKES ME HAPPY!! :D

Picked up a cheese & mushroom prata at Thohirah and had a little chat with Kambing and uncle Salim. I still feel so much at home there after all this time (: I actually miss my nights sitting there, and chatting with the uncles :\

They've invented a car/plane. But I reckon it's pretty useless.
You need a license to fly. You need to be rich to have a license. And then there's the issue of international air space and all. A lot of paper work. Bla3.

How many people are actually rich and free enough to go sort stuff like this out?