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Tuesday, October 31, 11:27 AM

god. am i like the happiest person on earth today.
haha.
last night i was talking to din.
& din's like one of the nicest people to talk to.
cept i haven't seen him before -.-
so i really shouldn't trust him that much.
thenthen, the good part :))
some asshole called my hp, claiming to be john,
& said he's frm my skl sec4.
& it was really ~~just~~ zaihan.
like omfg. again.
the last time he called was only ten days ago lar.
so cool.
hahaha.
straight away, i hung up on din.
& he was super annoyed.
he was like, "eh got new friend then throw me away lar."
zaihan's top priority lar abg =))
anyhows, i called zaihan back & we talked for awhile.
he was still at downtown with the other guys, so he said he'd call me back later.
so i called din back.
then din asked about zai. so bla3. i told him.
& then he said, "ey you love him ah? you love him right? i don't wanna cut queue ah."
&& i'll call firdaus later.
god, you dodo head. im feeling guilty lar.
wait i call you laaaaa. haha.
anyways, straight after i hung up with din,
zaihan msged me asking if i've gone to bed.
we exchanged like ten messages before he fell asleep.
& i found out:
1. he's single & very available.
2. the whole time, he thought i was attached -.-
3. & he likes kissing me.
hoho. & he'll be coming here to meet me some time after my Os for a drinking session, on him.
yay yay.
i miss zaihan!
& din.
haiya.

Sunday, October 29, 10:03 AM

yesterday was super tiring man. haha.
gennie came over around twelve so we could complete her art.
we hardly did anything lar.
i called back this number which gave me a miss call at 0230.
stupid firdaus still act blur some more.
"err, dont know. i have this number very long redy so i just call. then i thinking thinking thinking where i got the number from, but i really dont know sia. haha."
great actor -.-
turned out it was din lar. blardie moron lost his hp.
then firdaus took the phone again. "yar. i think that's how i got your number. hmm.. funny sia."
annoying piece of shit sia. haha. then din called back after awhile.
the three of us crapped like crazy sia.
then din say she very scary cos shes open. i conveyed the message.
& gennie! hahaha. she shouted "ey what. queenie also open k. we bathe together."
omfg. i swear i nearly died of a heart attack.
lucky my mom pekak sia.
haiyo. scary lar.
&& gennie, we'll finish everything by monday. promise :))
then went for family gathering.
tons of food sia. & they just kept putting more infront of me.
then still complain i sit down & eat only, dont wanna help. wth.
after dinner, i started taking pics with kengzee's celly.
fucking funny sia the frames. guaranteed that everyone looks like shit in em.
we moved in to the air conditioned room after awhile.
so cindy started playing buttons by pcd.
& galvin started popping & shaking his booty. hot sia.
apart from the fact that he's autistic.
then then. the funny part!
towards the end of the song, he farted while shaking his ass.
& the sound! kimak.
cm machine gun ah sia.
& then comes the smell.
fuuuu.
it smoked everyone out of the room.
hahahahahaha.
his farewell gift to us.
while everyone was leaving, veneh cried.
she was waving goodbye to us when we all got into the car & she mouthed the words i'll miss you & i thought i was gonna cry too.
damn. i really am gonna miss her.
after we got home at around 2230, bro & i changed & went out cycling.
first we went to punggol house. no ghosts, tons of ants.
but still, we were scared as hell.
then further down, we saw this super ulu road & decided to go.
bro realized after awhile that it leads to punggol beach & wanted to turn back cos people were murdered there before.
but i wanted to go see so he tagged.
was prolly midnight & mom hadn't called at all, so when i heard my phone ring i thought it was her & we'd hafta head home.
but it was din. again.
okeh lar, he was nice. calling me crazy for going to those places at that sorta time & then asked me to go home straight. he sounded genuinely concerned sia. he prolly saw one of those thingos before.
* shivers *
& guess what?
we did not go home straight.
ahaha.
we dropped by at punggol sec to wash our legs & drink from the cooler.
then rode by punggol plaza.
followed 82 or 83 bus route, which by the way is super duper long.
then got back to compass point & followed the 163 bus route which went in super huge circles back to fernvale point.
we passed by every sengkang & punggol lrt station sia.
everyone in koufu stared at us when we walked in.
like what the fuck for sia?
& they just blatantly stare.
these people seriously got to be taught some manners.
grrs.
i went to the toilet to dry my fringe then went back to koufu for a drink.
din called again. it was 0230.
we rode for frigging four hours sia.
god. i feel so accomplished :))
i came home, sat on the toilet floor & slowly showered.
its the bestest bestest feeling ever.
i felt so super awake after that lar. haiyo.
called din.
talked til around 0430 then firdaus woke up & complained that i didn't call him -.-
then din was like walau. he wake up redy. now feel like threesome sia. ee. i dont like.
hais. full of rubbish.
but nevertheless, super entertaining.
at five he asked me to go sleep & i very willingly complied.
then mom woke me up this morning at around nine.
& i can't go back to sleep now.
pfft.
horrigible lar.

Friday, October 27, 2:04 PM

yay yay. the psi is dropping like crazy :)
we've got fresher air to breathe now. hoho.
&& i was deleting friends in friendster.
faris skinhead, abg faris & faris-sen, all last login six days ago!
& then haadi & hadi both login two days ago!
so cool right? its like they connect telepathically or something.
hahahaha.
okeh mepek! mepek!
i'm just freaking bored at home now.
& i should really go study.
i know i have to.
but no discipline ah.
bla3.
then monday got O level chi retake some more.
i think i'll do fine :)

& sorry gennie.
i woke up around twelve to the messages & miss calls.
& i think i heard my house phone ringing too.
screwed up plans ey.
so much for tanning today.
sorry hazim, no pics for you :)
hahaha.
aite. i'm going fernvale point to makan.
& maybe bring my books along with me.
:)))

12:57 PM

12:57 PM

12:56 PM

st. john's range.

1:05 AM

went out with my cousins on tuesday.
it wasn't super duper fun or anything,
but it turned out better than i thought it would.
pretty awkward still, but it was fine.
well, good luck veneh & galv during your three years in china :))
oh yea, so i cut my hair right? everyone's been saying i look nerdy, innocent, cheena, sweet, et cetera, et cetera?
i think it's a good change :))
yay yay. now i look like a good girl.
& i do feel more kiddish than usual these days.
i always feel my look.
haha.
fact is, i screwed my previous fringe up by cutting it too short. & i had absolutely no choice but to cut it straight.
different image, but i still look alright kan? hoho.
okeh, i love changing my hairstyle. but anymore would leave me without hair.
& then adek will finally find a bald girl :))
lalala. i wanna go pj-ing & food-fighting in town soon. okehokeh?
wheeeeeee.
& m beaching again later :)
shall go sleep.
tatas Y

Wednesday, October 25, 8:27 AM

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY TO ME.
hoho. k i'm finally sixteen.
won't be chased out by the moronic pool lady,
can watch nc16 movies
& i'm legal to have sex -.-
hahaha.
it's been super exciting k.
partially due to my mom suddenly becoming nicer on birthday eve.
first shocker:
mom took me to my nenek's house first thing in the morning & they don't even like each other -.-
second schocker:
she allowed me to dye my hair & was even the one who dyed it for me.
third shocker:
she screamed a happy birthday song at midnight for me. hahaha. fucking funny.
fourth shocker:
she actually bought me a present. it's usually a meal out, done. this time she got me marks & spencer body butter, lotion & bath creme.
fifth shocker:
she allowed me to go out the next day with priya & natt without any questions.

it was a super great start to my birthday lar. haha.
then on the day itself, i woke up late. so we had to postpone the timing. & then priya forgot to call me back, so i just waited lazily for her call. & then my bus came late too. i arrived half an hour late & rushed to romantic mac where the two toots were waiting.
& they got me a cute lil' cake =))
i swear i'm keeping that blue fox forever, babes. haha.
then natt took out this black top that we planned to buy together.
she'd buy white & i'd take black, & we'll wear it together.
but she didn't buy it for herself -.-
& then this black & white belt. hoho. love you natt :))
so after the cake, i gave the blue fox a bath, then we set off to town to find my other present.
i love you priya!
hahaha.
she got me this topshop red&black N top. she loves that top a lot & bought it for meeee :))
thanks sweets. haha.
after that priya had to leave early for work. so faliq who had a one-hour break came to meet us.
we lepak near taka. then suddenly this ginormous moron came to disturb us about donating to help the poor children receive education. his friend was super adorable though. hahaha.
we kept seeing him after that & he would wave crazily with this ultra dumb smile & go "hello! it's me again!"
hahaha. like wtf sia.
then faliq went to work. natt & i tried to take bus home -_________-
i'll never never take that stupid bus ever.
A & B all come out. cb.
some more both come together. haha. we were confused like hell.

okeh, going bugis street with natt again tomorrow.
budget shopping seh. & we'll find you a new necklace!
yay yay :)))

Monday, October 23, 10:39 PM

okeh, no details now.
but i just wanna thank
my sissies, priya & natasha for the outing & the pressies.
&& adek shafiq, taufiq, keng zee, darling rev, gennie, ika, ainul & nana, kak nano, ashvin, zakaria, abg faris, hadi a.k.a. acai, sexy azri, din, cherlyn, clara, wenfen, viki, booby bobby, eunice, joseph, miza, namirah, joycelyn, premjeet, siva, bryan, roy & yarnah for the smses & the testimonials.
&& datuk faliq for the birthday hug -.-
thank yoooooooooooou darlings.
shmuahs <333

10:41 AM

10:40 AM

my cakey ((:

10:39 AM

tanning mermaid.

10:38 AM

& the jellyfish again.

10:37 AM

emo shit.

10:36 AM

nak step hot.

10:35 AM

we got cut at exactly the same place.

10:34 AM

hahaha. we look like fucking morons.
i resemble andre wang. haha. baaaad.

10:33 AM

mirror loves us too (:

10:33 AM

10:32 AM

cacats.

10:32 AM

hungry for chocolate bread -.-

10:31 AM

a series of back views ((:

10:30 AM

Saturday, October 21, 6:38 PM

okeh, guess who called me early this morning at exactly 0140?
ZAIHAN!
like omfg. hahahaha. im freaking happy lar.
this funny funny number called my hp, so i called back using my house phone.
then then this funny funny guy answered the call & i couldn't recognise his voice!
haha. he still act blur sia.
"who the hell are you?" -.-
omg. i'm happy happy happy. hoho.
wasted ah, my mom over there, if not can talk long long <333

ok. stop smiling.

let's talk about yesterday's trip to sentosa.
~~mission: to become a few shades darker.~~ -.-
well, there was no fugging sun!
only the blardie haze. i hate the haze, damned indonesia. erghs.
gennie! thanks for the advanced birthday present.
the bikini is pretty :))
oh, & nas too. the make-up bag really came in handy today :))
kkae then at sentosa right.. we saw this really adorable purple jellyfish bobbing up & down by the shore.
i swear it was alive when we got there.
then we went to take our lunch, bla3 & when we got back, it was dead.
so i played with the poor thing for most of the day lar, it was even my hair accessory for awhile.
look like agar-agar sia. texture too!
then gennie & i sculpted a mermaid in the sand. it was soooo pretty some tourists took photos of it. haha.
fun lar yesterday. even bathing was fun. hahaha. shh..
photos will be up soon :))
prolly meet you again on tuesday sweets. muahs<33

Monday, October 16, 8:33 PM

i suddenly feel like thanking my darlings for being with me these past few days.
i love you all k.

priya: thanks for accompanying me & making me smile all the time. i really rely a lot on you for love. haha. i so remember the time when you said you'd be my mother, my father & anyone i needed you to be. & the times you defended me when some one says something mean about me. all the brother/sister shit that usually doesn't even mean anything, it's true between us, that i know. muahs :))

natt: all the laughter. babe, i love you. haha. thanks for tolerating all my shit. all the days we've gone out, darn good memories! you're like one of the most caring people i know. when i didn't have enough money for lunch, you're always the one offering to lend money. i know it's not much, but it's all these little actions that count. like fucking drama sia -.- haha. but really, i love you for all those things k.

anban: i love you so much as a bro. i just feel super comfortable with you. & even though we can't usually converse on the phone, just listening to you talking to your comp game makes me smile. your 'love you too's mean a lot to me too. when i'm feeling super down, your messages are heaven sent. sumpah.

taufiq: damn, you're like super annoying yet i can never never hate you. you're the one i can call & just pour out everything to. although your solutions usually suck, you'd listen patiently to everything i have to say & show true empathy. i swear i love your phone calls! lepak with you also fun ah sia. the crap we come up with. damn. hahaha.

shafiq: you always make everything alright. & you're the only one who would really apologize for late replies & if you've been busy & you feel you've been ignoring me for too long, your long explanations are everything i need to get me smiling. thanks for all the cartoons. & for hashim. haha. our lil secret. i love hashim very much too. wheeeeeee. nice person :))

gennie: i love you for loving me so much. all the times you fed me, screamed at people who annoyed me, literally, & the cab fare you paid on our first meeting, how you put me before anyone else. i love you :))

ika: i love our bitching sessions! fucking funny sia. & im sure we'd have a whole lot of fun, if we went out. haha. muahs.

nas: you are like so blardie cute! the slowest, blurrest person i know! gawd. haha. & how you love us. omg. i was so freaked out when i heard you crying. i love you too sweets. woohoo :))

abg faris: the messages, the rides & for letting zaihan realise i really do love him -.- hahaha. you're super sweeeeet & fun3.

& to all other random friends: i love you guys too, for all the smiles. if you were ever the reason for any.

hah, done. i'm just feeling emo now lar k.
layan me can.
but i do mean what i say :))

10:47 AM

been seeing more of anban recently.
yea, ever since the break up.
damn, i miss him.
prolly meeting him & maybe fiq kat leisure park later
after i collect the papers from low in school,
& then school shoes from natt.
haha. cos mine got stolen -.-
ergh.
accompanied my mom to downtown last night,
cos it was her friend's son's birthday party & she didn't wanna go alone.
picked up taufiq on the way.
she was alright at first.
then her friend pissed her off by not answering her calls.
after awhile, she decided to go take dinner at the food court.
taufiq was super jittery. haha.
then my mom said, why you so scared? i won't eat you. haha. -.-
lame sia. hahahaha.
then he gave this nervous laugh thing. fucking funny. lol.
then when she thought she heard me say i didn't wanna eat, she jus stood up & stormed off.
fiq & i shock ah sia. haha. then we were just sitting there wondering what happened.
& i swear my mom never walked any faster than last night.
by the time we went out of the food court, she had vanished.
haha. then i heck ah.
we waited for hakim to come then walked by pizza hut to the carpark.
the guys were all by their bikes.
fariq, faris, zaihan, nizam, bla3.
so i stopped to talk to zaihan for awhile.
that asshole claimed he called again, after twelve, but i'm very very sure he didn't.
then he said he'd call me later, so i went yea right. cos he never calls. but then he nodded his head & said he will.
okeh, so my hp did ring at around three in the morning & i jumped up right away.
but it wasn't him.
just anban's message.
you know something zaihan? fuck you.
stop giving me hope.
shut the fuck up about calling me, cos i know you never will.
i'm contended with the conversations we have at downtown.
jeez, you annoying shit.
forever pissing me off, but everytime i see you i still hafta smile.
because you make me believe we could be.
blardie fuck.

* takes a deep breath out *

okeh, so hakim & i went to lepak at this super ulu place.
mosquitoes a lot sia. cb.
haha. crapped a lot, caught up.
then mom called & they were leaving too anyways,
so we walked back to the carpark.
faris & zaihan were back from their deliveries redy.
i tried walking past them without looking, cos i didn't wanna look desperate -.-
haha. then fiq went not gonna say bye ah?
haiyo. so i just turned & the both of em were looking. haha.
yeayea, said bye, waved. they both waved & put down their hands at the same time, which was super adorable :)) gawd. SOMEONE SLAP ME.
take zaihan & smash his face against the curb or something. damn.
k, then hakim rode fiq home & i went back to my mom's car.
& i'm going to school now, so bye.

Saturday, October 14, 1:03 PM

i successfully pierced my bro's lip :))
& i swear, it's dopalicious.
mom's gonna kill me when she finds out.
hahaha.
i pierced left then, bro pierced right.
funfair siol.
haha.
hm, maybe in addition to being a tatt artiste,
i could pick up piercing too :)
omg, so fun lar. hah.

Friday, October 13, 1:00 PM

danial ramli look-alike!