today has been horrible.
utterly horrible.
imagine uh.. your left eye half the size of your right eye. then completely bloodshot & puffy. & it keeps tearing & tearing.
disgusting kan?
then your nose all blocked & congested.
k fine.
blocked & congested. similar meaning.
whatever.
it's so stuffy up there, i can't breathe.
which is why i am up right now, at 0318hrs, blogging with wads of toilet paper in my nose. -.-
irritating sia.
i look so miserable & pathetic right now.
but it seems some guys get turned on by infected-looking-eyed-out-of-bed-hair-sniffing-in-her-pjs kinda girls.
i went down to the kopitiam just now cos i couldn't sleep.
ordered a cup of milo.
i couldn't speak properly sia cos of my nose.
then the aunty kept hearing teh-O.
wtf.
teh your backside ah.
then when i was walking with my milo to an empty table,
this fugly looking chinese late-twenties uncle kept staring at me.
so i chose a table a safe distance away from him & slowly sipped on my milo while watching tv.
about twenty minutes later,
this black car pulled in,
so i just turned to see which other dumb asses who don't sleep at night have come.
then i saw the fugly looking uncle staring at me.
& he already finished his toast & his coffee lar.
i turned back & slowly drank teaspoonful by teaspoonful of my milo, hoping he'd leave soon.
when i was done, he was still sitting at his table.
i waited prolly another 5minutes & got impatient.
i stood up, walked right past him to the stairs & he just stared.
& i was feeling super self-conscious okeh.
cos like i look hideous?
haiyo.
that guy's like so inconsiderate.
AND THEN when i was about to cross the road, i heard someone behind me,
so i turned.
& guess who..
THE FUGLY LOOKING UNCLE. -.-
cb sia that guy.
he got into his car & i thought that was the end.
then he weet-u-weeted before he drove off with his window open.
my eye like that still wanna weet-u-weet.
i swear i was irritated sia.
so i just stuck my arm in the air & showed him the finger.
stupid man.
& my stupid condition now.
ERGHS.
azim & raymond's efforts all wasted.
i hardly did any work today,
cos like the both of them wanted me to rest.
then they tried so hard to make me feel better.
thanks uh guys. :D
azim took this takeaway cup & added vicks in it.
then got me to take deep breaths of the vapour.
it worked for awhile.
then my right nose became runny again,
& my left nose became blocked again.
then when raymond came later at six & found out i was sick,
he made a large peppermint tea for me.
didn't help much.
just made me wanna pee badly.
then azim wanted to boil coke for me.
but i was like NO! EEW!
then both of them just spent the rest of the day trying to make me smile.
but i think i look horrible when i smiled lar.
picture: smudged eyeliner, puffy bloodshot eye & a forced smile.
like horror movie sia.
i couldn't see myself right, so how would i know?
i came home today & smiled into my mirror.
thank god i can't sleep,
i'd probably be having nightmares of my own face.
i tried eye drop.
but i freaked out cos i saw my reflection & it kinda looked like sadako from the ring.
besides the eye drop expired in 2002,
so i decided not.
then i tried eating raw garlic.
my mom has some garlic in the fridge. minced.
can i use mince? or is it only for meat?
anyhows, i applied a thick layer of that on a slice of bread. & i mean really thick layer & ate it.
cos garlic's supposed to help cure flu or something?
then i tried hot water again.
seriously uh, i doubt i'll be able to sleep.
& im planning to go school & raffles quay later.
looking like that?
damn.
& I MISS VINITA :(