ok, first post after a super long time. YAY! (:
i've ended everything w jumat & i'm so much happier now?
one thing i've learnt, always trust your girlfriends. (:
sigh, i jus realised how much i miss them.
school break now, & i haven't been doing anything productive really. just lazing a lot, reflecting at times. i talked to my classmate that day & found out they're really nice people(even though we can't click); they've been asking about me & are even offering their time to help me when i finally return for class. i didn't think they'd care, since we don't even talk much in class. so yea, i was kinda surprised. next block i'm definitely going back to school, enough time wasted.
guys wise, i've always been giving and giving and giving like nobody's business. my mom said i'm naive, i'm starting to think so too. i'd give everything i have, as long as i love that guy, regardless if he feels the same way. time to make smarter decisions. but i think i've grown, since jumat. i'm not so stupid anymore.
after all the reflecting, i've resolved to spend more time w girlfriends, be more selfish w guys & to drag my heavy ass to school every morning next block. :D
now it's whether i follow through w my resolutions. haha. here's where discipline comes in, haiya. i don't think i ever had much discipline in life? hmm.. i've never even made resolutions ever, not that i remember of.
cool, i'm maturing! (: hahahahah.
anyways, i'm gonna watch rogue assassin later! i'm gonna be a paying customer, maybe i'll crash some other time, but not today. my mom actually supports my crashing of theatres though. haha. saves money, why not?
then i might hafta go down to adelphi to collect the free dvd player. it came w our my mom's new LG LCD TV. (:
then come home to cook Fish in Green Curry. mmm... (:
i should really go bathe now. heh. i'm always dilly-dallying, then show up late to meet everyone every single time. i should stop doing that too, hm.
ok, taaas. (: